Goodmorning Sayang
Singing to: Love me.
Mood: sad and Apathetic.
I don't know to how I am feeling right now. Shitty of having to wake up so early to school? or even unconcern with whatever that is happening around me. 2 more schooling days to my holidays (Something that I really look forward to).
2 and half more months to go. 2 and a half more months to go.
And that will finally mark the final year in Institute of Technical Education Clementi West. :S
I still can't believe my eyes, that I could literally stay this strong or shall I say, this long.
and it feels like a blink of an eye, that time flies so quickly.
From heartbreaking moment of breaking up with previous ex,to hanging out with the 6 jahanam and 4 ketupat (: (-east coast drinking party,bawah blok lepak2) *if some of the old cliques are reading this, I bet you are smiling*, to fighting with cliques because of project work, from listening to hardcore songs to trance,raggae and etc,to joy of joining another clique(Izzat,Sally,Farrah,Haziqah,Amirah), to get more hardworking and motivated, to finding someone wonderful in my life once again (Thank you Muhammad Akmal Rusydi for always being there), to having best friends who help me through my education (yes NurSafura Binte Osman, I'm talking about you), and getting to know wonderful classmates, bond between us and awesome lecturers too.
Sometimes,I feel halfhearted to leave ITE because that's where I meet wonderful schoolmates from other courses, like Nazz, Weena, Riswan, Etc. Others include, Maanrosewood, Razmeer, Ida, *goodness, I can't possibly list all of them :S*
Leaps Years.
Have you ever thought of how your future gonna be like? At times, when I'm alone, I love to stare at the blank walls and dream. Dream without a goal? you may say, but hey, at times, I'm sure we humans tend to do the same thing too.
Too many dreams
So I'll try to pursue my education to polytechnic. (Perhaps Ngee Ann Polytechnic)
By then, I'll graduate hopefully by 21 years old :S (So olddddd)
If I do well, I'll pursue to local university,
otherwise to overseas (if dad could afford)
Or maybe find a stable job.
By then.... i'll be 25 :S (lagi Old)
Love life.
Perhaps at this age, I should be able to go through
like how other cousins are doing.
Ain & Aikel - 4 years together and still counting since 2006
Arina & - ???
Those who got together since their schooling days till old.
Wonderful isn't it.
*Relationship needs hard work, it isn't that simple like how it looks*
I could still recall to how heartbroken Cousin Ain was when her Boyfriend wanted a time-off. Neverending tears, losing her appetite, Pressure and stress, Moodless.
Sometimes, your partner does make a difference in one's life.
And I hate the fact to get too serious and getting myself hurt. No more and No more.
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On the other hand, Today shall be my second final post in school.
If you realise, I will only blog when I'm in school.
I shall rest well, and be ready for upcoming pressure once school reopen.
Love, Nyssa
I miss the past
I miss the way I open my eyes and I see you
I just miss you 
